“I don’t know if you recall everything that happened that morning or not, so I am not sure if you know what I am referring to.
“The man that you and I were talking about in the pictures I have made the mistake of asking too many questions as to his role in the bombing and was told to back off.
“I was told by several officers he was a ATF agent who was overseeing the bombing plot and at the time the photos were taken he was calling in his report of what had just went down!
“Knowing what I know now and understanding fully just what went down that morning makes me ashamed to wear a badge from Oklahoma City's Police Department. I took an oath to uphold the law and to enforce the law to the best of my ability. This is something I cannot honestly do and hold my head up proud any longer if I keep my silence as I am ordered to do.…
“Everyone was behind you until you started asking questions as I did, as to how so many federal agents arrived at the scene at the same time.
“Like Franey (a B.A.T.F agent to claimed he was in the building) was not in the building at the time of the blast. I know this for a fact, I saw him! I also saw full riot gear worn with rifles in hand, why? Don’t make the mistake I did and ask the wrong people.…
“If our history books and records are ever truly corrected about what happened that day, it will show this and maybe even some lame excuse as to why it happened, but I truly don’t believe it will from what I now know to be the truth.
“Even if I tried to explain it to you the way it was explained to me, and the ridiculous reason for having [our] own police departments falsify reports to their fellow officers, to the citizens of the city and to our country, you would understand why I feel the way I do about all of this.
“I believe that a lot of the problems the officers are having right now are because some of them know what really happened and can’t deal with it.…
“I am sad to day that I believe my days as a police officer are numbered because of all this.…”
(Oklahoma City Police Officer Terrance (Terry) Yeakey. Rebuffs by his superiors, surveillance by the FBI and the Oklahoma City Police Department, and threats against himself and his family were fairly constant. Finally on May 8, 1996 Yeakey's body was found dead, and ruled a suicide.)